End Of Year

Today's Class 95 Love Songs with Marilyn is one of the best, there was my favorite - This I Promise You - All That I Need, Save The Best For Last, White Flag and In Love With You. It's night like this that you wish you have a soul mate by your side and you could chat till daybreak... Sometimes, you may be surprised to find that the person you can pour your heart to is actually someone not that close to you. I would like my parents to be my soul mate but we can't seem to chat for more than 1 minute without bickering or raising voice=p Okay I will put in effort to change things, they are my only next-of-kins.


Okay pondering whether I should continue with my faux hawk or get something new. Short and spiky shall be the path, crew cut or even GI!!!


This post is also going out for that somebody who seems a little lost and dejected. Things may not be going well for you, take this as a test of your faith and mettle, you are not going down so easily. Yes, it is tiring and you are not as strong as you may seem but who says life is easy? If so, what's the point of living? Emo-ing won't solve the problem, you are gonna say easier said than done. That's true. I'm just here to give you a pat on the shoulder, pass some positive energy to you. Smile and the world will be yours=))

So late still got people wanna scare me...~!@#$%^&*()_+ But I still finish listening to the whole video, thanks.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

Rejoice

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone...

It's the time of the year where you look back and give yourself a pat, onwards to 2012! 2011 was fulfilling, a great episode of my life that I can't forget. Filled with sour(friendship turned sour), sweet(countless things my hpy did for me), bitter(rejected by NIE), spicy(my affairs=p), indeed it is a dramatic year fitting to be part of my life. Using our AHS lingo, "happening only sia!"


Here's some "awards":-


1. Air Friend: Yang Fanglin - Always there regardless of whether I can see her or not, very important


2. Sweetest Friend: Celestine - "When my boss asked me to look for handsome guy, I swear the first one I thought of is you!" *melts*


3. Eye Candy of 2011: Fionne - Still need to explain mehz? Still got people ask if I'm her lao gong(boyfriend) on FB! Like my friend said, I really tan tio(gain advantage in hokkien) She is so sweet, really hope I get to work with her in future activation. Then, get her number, be friends... LOL the last I heard, she just broke up with her boyfriend!!!


4. Most Important People: Parents - Thank you mummy daddy for doing all the small but tedious things like waking me up, household chores and loving me*muacks*


As 2011 comes to a close, I'm thankful my life has continued to be so colourful. My career path is flourishing, I went to an awesome concert with Fanglin, my future continues to be bleak with no uni accepting me... Then there is also some friends r/s issues, with old and new friends. Dark secrets. Life is as happening as it can get. I'm still young and I have no intentions of settling down, so just have fun.


Last year was worrying about studies and my future, this year something else pops up. This time I don't want to learn it the hard way. Please take care and give me more time.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

01.12.2011

Been very long since I last had time to actually blog in the middle of the night. Now that school holiday has already started, I'm actually kinda lost. Nothing to do except keep meeting up with friends for birthdays etc. That plus my reluctance to run and incapability to find a running partner in my area has resulted in a Silver award for my first IPPT. Bottle ten cloth burn fragrant, zero ten hug Buddha's leg. Now that I see open already, I will work hard for my $400 after my birthday!


Actually I think this is my karma, for doing "bad things". There are 2 bad things which I recently did and I am feeling guilty about them. I know what I did was wrong but I still chose that path. 人就是这么犯贱. No matter what, I wont cross the final line and do what will be condemned for eternity by all. A test of my mettle, this is 1 that I cannot afford to fail.


P.S.: Self pity/emo-ing is for losers, be a winner.

Happy Only

Today I arrived at my cubicle with a gargantuan(I'm sure that's not how to use it but who cares) surprise - my EC left a fragrant pear on my table with a cute post it. Can someone please tell me, am I thinking too much? Out of courtesy, I should give her a small gift too. Oh well, we shall see how things go but I have a feeling I will suck at handling such stuff. Oh, 2 of my students got full marks for their maths exam(probably nothing to do with me)!


Anyway went to bowl with Alex & Fanglin after work. Totally lost touch, first game tio owned with a 64. They all hit a 9 for the very first bowl while I only managed a 5. Things quick took a turn for the better as I locked my elbow and wrist. Managed two 126 and a 143 for the following games but just couldn't get my turkey. Still, I'm pleased and now I shall plan for a game of volleyball, the next sport to learn. Follow by netball, rugby and yoga. I still need some pro help with badminton and swimming man, still very noob. Yawnzzz, time to sleep.






I said, if she comes to Singapore, I will definitely go to her concert with you. But now, seems like this promise is gonna be broken, unless a miracle appear. Shooting stars, will you appear for me?


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

Favourite Number

Happiness.


Woke up early today=p Good mood. School was okay, got to know more students. Oh, and I shook hand with my EC. She is so sweet. On Monday, she initiated a "HI!" when I was photocopying handouts. Shell-shocked, I only manage to force a "oh, hi" which sort of like disappoint her(see how much guys think when girls do a small thing) Well, today I was photocopying handouts again and this time I decided not to let go of the chance. I asked her for papers and introduced myself. Our hands were cold(due to the air con in the staff room), so not really very encouraging. But she flashed a really bright but shy smile. She really looks sweet when she is shy. LOL but I heard she is attached, oopsie.


Then, today my "mother" Janet actually called me a suave and charming boy!!! To be praise by a Singaporean is no easy feat, to be praise by a HOT & GORGEOUS Singaporean is all the more commendable! Thanks "mother", I am gonna keep your message!


Yet, nothing is perfect. Some "Toulalan" Singaporeans actually boarded the bus from the rear exit and act blur even after I asked them to go to the front and not make things difficult for the bus captain. Are you so poor till you can pay for the ride? Are you not shameful that we have a reputation of not giving up seats for elderly, instead choosing to feint ignorance and fall asleep? Shameless couple, I can foresee their child(ren) being ill-mannered and lack of moral values.


Reached home, finished the latest episode of 我可能不会爱你 and I really felt sad. The scene where the male lead needed someone to talk to but no one was around. His mum and sister were out, best friend falling in love with her ex(also the guy he hates) and nobody for him to turn to, not even his ex. Ever felt like you needed someone to spend some time with you but everyone is either too busy with work or studying for exams? That is why I always wanted a sibling, to take of and to be taken care of. No point wishing for the impossible. I am really all alone now, just as well, feel like being alone for a week. No hangouts, no nothing. 1 week of being with myself, doing what I want.


All the best to Jem for your FYP.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D