End Of Year

Today's Class 95 Love Songs with Marilyn is one of the best, there was my favorite - This I Promise You - All That I Need, Save The Best For Last, White Flag and In Love With You. It's night like this that you wish you have a soul mate by your side and you could chat till daybreak... Sometimes, you may be surprised to find that the person you can pour your heart to is actually someone not that close to you. I would like my parents to be my soul mate but we can't seem to chat for more than 1 minute without bickering or raising voice=p Okay I will put in effort to change things, they are my only next-of-kins.


Okay pondering whether I should continue with my faux hawk or get something new. Short and spiky shall be the path, crew cut or even GI!!!


This post is also going out for that somebody who seems a little lost and dejected. Things may not be going well for you, take this as a test of your faith and mettle, you are not going down so easily. Yes, it is tiring and you are not as strong as you may seem but who says life is easy? If so, what's the point of living? Emo-ing won't solve the problem, you are gonna say easier said than done. That's true. I'm just here to give you a pat on the shoulder, pass some positive energy to you. Smile and the world will be yours=))

So late still got people wanna scare me...~!@#$%^&*()_+ But I still finish listening to the whole video, thanks.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

Rejoice

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone...

It's the time of the year where you look back and give yourself a pat, onwards to 2012! 2011 was fulfilling, a great episode of my life that I can't forget. Filled with sour(friendship turned sour), sweet(countless things my hpy did for me), bitter(rejected by NIE), spicy(my affairs=p), indeed it is a dramatic year fitting to be part of my life. Using our AHS lingo, "happening only sia!"


Here's some "awards":-


1. Air Friend: Yang Fanglin - Always there regardless of whether I can see her or not, very important


2. Sweetest Friend: Celestine - "When my boss asked me to look for handsome guy, I swear the first one I thought of is you!" *melts*


3. Eye Candy of 2011: Fionne - Still need to explain mehz? Still got people ask if I'm her lao gong(boyfriend) on FB! Like my friend said, I really tan tio(gain advantage in hokkien) She is so sweet, really hope I get to work with her in future activation. Then, get her number, be friends... LOL the last I heard, she just broke up with her boyfriend!!!


4. Most Important People: Parents - Thank you mummy daddy for doing all the small but tedious things like waking me up, household chores and loving me*muacks*


As 2011 comes to a close, I'm thankful my life has continued to be so colourful. My career path is flourishing, I went to an awesome concert with Fanglin, my future continues to be bleak with no uni accepting me... Then there is also some friends r/s issues, with old and new friends. Dark secrets. Life is as happening as it can get. I'm still young and I have no intentions of settling down, so just have fun.


Last year was worrying about studies and my future, this year something else pops up. This time I don't want to learn it the hard way. Please take care and give me more time.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

01.12.2011

Been very long since I last had time to actually blog in the middle of the night. Now that school holiday has already started, I'm actually kinda lost. Nothing to do except keep meeting up with friends for birthdays etc. That plus my reluctance to run and incapability to find a running partner in my area has resulted in a Silver award for my first IPPT. Bottle ten cloth burn fragrant, zero ten hug Buddha's leg. Now that I see open already, I will work hard for my $400 after my birthday!


Actually I think this is my karma, for doing "bad things". There are 2 bad things which I recently did and I am feeling guilty about them. I know what I did was wrong but I still chose that path. 人就是这么犯贱. No matter what, I wont cross the final line and do what will be condemned for eternity by all. A test of my mettle, this is 1 that I cannot afford to fail.


P.S.: Self pity/emo-ing is for losers, be a winner.