Kukupians ftw!!!

Went to Kukup with the Kukupians, simple 2 days 1 night trip. Lots of seafood, photos and fun too. Thank you Chang & Pam for organizing this fun-filled trip. All the horseshoe crab, BCM Hub, fireworks, our Kukupians' headcount and the lovely companionship made my week really enjoyable. I promise i will join in more of these 2d trips, these people are just great!


However, i realize i didn't wholeheartedly let go. At the kelong, when i saw the cuttlefish snack, i was subconsciously looking for the entire piece type. Friends are so environmental-friendly, take nothing but photos with us and leave nothing but footprints in our minds. Once a friend, always a friend.


Anyway, a trip to Kukup and my friend advised me to actually pursue contract teaching to gain entry to NIE instead of waiting for next year. I have applied at MOE for relieve teaching, once they approved i will send my resume to the schools around my place and hopefully get a reply before end of July where i have to pay for SIM. Still considering if i am gonna take a gamble and give up on SIM if the schools don't reply me by then.


P.S.: That's what friends are for

好的事情

好的事情 最后虽然结束
感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福


Finally had a proper meal with my handsome dad and pretty mum today, had a decent conversation as well. I can't even recall when was the last time we all had a meal together. That's right, there is no need to envy people. I feel kinda guilty to my mum, sometimes when she gets naggy i will sound irritated & harsh. I know she cares for me but my temper has always been bad. Maybe that's how i have been as well, naggy and pressurizing. Time for a change, speaking of which i have decided to keep long hair.


Yesterday, went to SIM to send the contract and wanted to go out after that. I took out my phone, after a while i realized, there is no one for me to call to. Jem in Taiwan, FL working, Soh in army, Mao working, Boss in NZ. Eventually i called SK, he had uni stuff. I have friends, but friends who are in different paths. Now that i think back, everything started hay-wiring after A's. All because i lost my focus from studies, talking about relationship, soccer and gaming. TJC is honestly not that bad, it just didn't suit me. This is a painful fall but it is not over yet, 1 more token. I must create my own path now.


P.S.: Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and create a trail.

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hakuna Matata

Just a few more days, i should be done emo-ing by then. HPY, don't worry about me. This might help when i get ditched in the future=p See? I still can be so optimistic so you don't think too much, stop crying and it is freaking not your fault. You just have a weird HPY that's all.


P.S.: Daijōbu

05.07.11

My worst fear came true and god it hurts as hell. It is like December 2005 all over again. At the end of it, I'm still the one not willing to let go.

Thnks fr the mmrs

A push-pop, a movie ticket stub, a day knowing you, a couple of post-its, a few priceless photos and a lot of precious moments. Thank you for the memories. Be it NIE/SIM, i hope you have good doctors there.


P.S.: Whatever happens, smile!

- Ng Zhao Xiang

Time will tell

Now that you're gone, i'm holding on. Cause in my heart you still live on. Still worried if you are emo. No worries(consoling myself), soon you will have a whole lot of new friends and move on with your life. Your smile brightens my day, without me knowing that it actually brings you so much pain. Time will tell if this is the right choice, though i rather we......still be friends.


P.S.: Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

- Dr Seuss

Friends

Had a little talk with Michelle about "friends". Really help me to decide what i should do. Just because A is a friend of both B & C doesn't mean B & C can be friends. By right, i should be happy since my problem has been solved but there is still a tinge of sadness hidden in me. Of course, i don't want to lose a friend, but if being friends is so painful, i rather we forget about each other. I know i am the cause for all this, if only i had watched my actions. How many times have people asked me why am i so nice to a girl? How many times have people asked me if i am NOT afraid i may give others the wrong idea? But this is me, and i won't change who i am. I am not gonna give up being nice to people just because somebody may misunderstand. My care for you is also as true as a friend, i may go out of the way but i don't have other ideas. Just so sorry my care has become a burden too much for you. I understand, it is scary when someone suddenly has so much care for you. We may never be friends but at least we are not enemies. I am thankful i once know you.


P.S.: Every time i log onto Facebook, I look out for your photo on Friends On Chat...