Project Efficiency

Said i wanna tidy my room, haven't done so. Said i wanna call CCP, haven't done so. Said i wanna train for Sundown, haven't done so. Omg i am the living body of procrastination. Okay Jem, i know you must be cursing me that i haven't called CCP. I lost his number=p


Went for 2XU run with Mao, SK & Bai. Expectedly cui, took like 7min/km lehz. Never mind, i have decided to go running on all my off days. Hopefully will make it for Sundown=)) Breakfast was good, mee kia & kway chap at old airport road with mao driving us around. Though we got lost a few times, it was fun with your friend driving around and not a taxi. Sadly, mao's dad Lexus was damaged by some ill-breed sucker(not the same day) Hope the repair is not too costly.


Starhub seems to make a lot of people sad. Today, Yvonne is not emo, she was devastated! If she was just swearing and bitching i would understand but she was just so quiet. So so sad. Peiyu also seems emo the other day when we went home. Needless to say, i'm unhappy at Starhub too. I can't find people to disturb at BE to de-stress myself!!! Last time got the ever-so-cool Esther, happy-go-lucky Shirla, comical Nick Neo and of course, my cute-aka-noob HPY. Oh, but i'm leaving so it won't matter!!! Today, Vicki came to ask me if i still applying my leave for May cause i actually cancelled it. I just happily said, "OH WO DOU ZOU LE=))" Mixed feelings, but i know i have to go. Yvonne & CC told me to stay, my "mother" Janet definitely was the first to say but obviously even she knows i have to go. It's been an enriching 1 year, friends & experience wise. Thank you Janet, BBSIM & Nick Neo=))


Today (11/04/2011) is Jasmine's birthday, Happy Birthday!!! I know i very special hor, called you at 2359 to wish you. Actually, it's just that i could wish you at 0000=p But still i made an effort to time to perfection and wished you right on the dot! So, Happy Birthday to you again.


Will you love someone the way they like or love them with your own way? No wrong or right but if you choose the former, won't you lose yourself? As in 迷失自我, losing your originality which may be what captivates the other party. Having your style is attractive to me, not to the point of being stubborn or snobbish though. Sometimes i think i'm behaving like how others would want me to instead of how i would. Ya, i know i should be ashamed of that, just hard to ignore others' view.


Suddenly thought of 刻苦铭心的爱 and thought of 爱情零度C. I shall watch it someday.


P.S.: The only constant in this world, is changes.