Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Employee's benefit

Just received the employee's benefit letter from BGC. It informed me of what Medical Leave & Annual Leave i'm entitled to after THREE MONTHS and when did i receive it? Exactly 51 weeks after i joined, that's 1 week short of being a year! Only takeaway from the letter? The orchid stamp that i cut out from the letter cover -_-


P.S.: 随遇而安

Life's like that

Happy is the mood for 17-04-2011. I went to Bedok Point for the first time, really nothing much to do there. A few restaurants, more than Compass Point though. BUT, there is this imba thing called arcade. From Bishi Bashi Champ to Air Hockey to Daytona to Foosball, this is childhood man. The best of all, of course is the UFO catcher that you get to catch all the fluffy toys. My dad didn't allow me to keep them for fear of me getting asthma but actually i think it is damn sweet to be catching these toys for my love ones. My ideal date is just to catch a movie, have a simple meal, non-stop talking and go have a great haul at the UFO catcher.


Today, finally set up my Wifi and skyped with Jem from my place for the first time. Happily pressed video call not realizing i wasn't wear a shirt. Lucky i end call fast enough, if not jiu let you zhuan dao hor Jem??? LOL confirm say got nothing to see right? Anyway today accomplished quite a lot - collected the router through EXPRESS MEANS, bought presents for my mother & cousins, utilized my Adidas voucher, bought my groceries*something for you as well*, called Mr Chua to learn more about teaching & last but not least sold my phone! That's a lot of stuff for a day huh. Satisfied with my new acquisition, i think i spent about $300 in all the present, that's excluding the voucher man.I don't mind eating Kopitiam till the day i leave Starhub. Hope my mother & cousins will like the presents.


The other day my unit OC came to replace SIM & told me i shrunk, even my platoon mate who i chance upon later said the same thing. From now on, it's protein every meal plus push ups every night man. 60kg is the aim man, don't worry Jem, my BMI will still be lower=)) Anyway 1 reason i wanna be a PE teacher is also cause of this, i don't wanna get unfit with some office job in the future. Imagine me balding with a beer belly?! WTH la. I must get back my "buff" body!


What is the difference between infatuation & love? You are stuck in the ambiguous zone where you can't make up your mind. You wait and wait for an SMS but give up & sent a chaser, once or twice it may stir a smile but looks kinda loser after a while. You think that every little thing that the person does is a sign of her feelings for you. You convince yourself that everything in the way is just an obstacle as a test of faith. You start linking your scenario to Taiwanese Idol Drama & think that your "hardwork & sincerity" will win her over. You have stupid thoughts like "不在乎天长地久 只在乎曾经拥有". Sometimes things work out, sometimes, they don't. People says you are stubborn but isn't love about the feelings you have? If you have such strong feelings then why not be a little stubborn and 来一场轰轰烈烈的爱情? You know if the person suits you within minutes of knowing her but it depends on fate whether you will get together. As in maybe because of timing, you get to know the person later and that's it, she is wonderfully attached. So when people say leave it to fate, it doesn't mean not doing anything. We gotta learn from Cheryl Cole and fight fight fight fight fight for this love! Jem, you got me thinking about all this, so you are responsible for making me can't sleep!


P.S.: To the world, you may be someone but to someone, you may be the world

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Project Efficiency

Said i wanna tidy my room, haven't done so. Said i wanna call CCP, haven't done so. Said i wanna train for Sundown, haven't done so. Omg i am the living body of procrastination. Okay Jem, i know you must be cursing me that i haven't called CCP. I lost his number=p


Went for 2XU run with Mao, SK & Bai. Expectedly cui, took like 7min/km lehz. Never mind, i have decided to go running on all my off days. Hopefully will make it for Sundown=)) Breakfast was good, mee kia & kway chap at old airport road with mao driving us around. Though we got lost a few times, it was fun with your friend driving around and not a taxi. Sadly, mao's dad Lexus was damaged by some ill-breed sucker(not the same day) Hope the repair is not too costly.


Starhub seems to make a lot of people sad. Today, Yvonne is not emo, she was devastated! If she was just swearing and bitching i would understand but she was just so quiet. So so sad. Peiyu also seems emo the other day when we went home. Needless to say, i'm unhappy at Starhub too. I can't find people to disturb at BE to de-stress myself!!! Last time got the ever-so-cool Esther, happy-go-lucky Shirla, comical Nick Neo and of course, my cute-aka-noob HPY. Oh, but i'm leaving so it won't matter!!! Today, Vicki came to ask me if i still applying my leave for May cause i actually cancelled it. I just happily said, "OH WO DOU ZOU LE=))" Mixed feelings, but i know i have to go. Yvonne & CC told me to stay, my "mother" Janet definitely was the first to say but obviously even she knows i have to go. It's been an enriching 1 year, friends & experience wise. Thank you Janet, BBSIM & Nick Neo=))


Today (11/04/2011) is Jasmine's birthday, Happy Birthday!!! I know i very special hor, called you at 2359 to wish you. Actually, it's just that i could wish you at 0000=p But still i made an effort to time to perfection and wished you right on the dot! So, Happy Birthday to you again.


Will you love someone the way they like or love them with your own way? No wrong or right but if you choose the former, won't you lose yourself? As in 迷失自我, losing your originality which may be what captivates the other party. Having your style is attractive to me, not to the point of being stubborn or snobbish though. Sometimes i think i'm behaving like how others would want me to instead of how i would. Ya, i know i should be ashamed of that, just hard to ignore others' view.


Suddenly thought of 刻苦铭心的爱 and thought of 爱情零度C. I shall watch it someday.


P.S.: The only constant in this world, is changes.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

April Fools' Day

Okay it is 02/04/2011, God, you can stop pulling pranks on me and just tell me, "it's an april fools' joke," a really bad one...


A lizard dropped onto my hair while i was reaching my lift, scare me & caused me to miss my lift. I ended up taking the same lift as the bloody indian who stays at level 2. Nobody will understand this story, nobody...

Friday, April 1, 2011

HTHT

Had a good talk with Jem, though there is really really a lot more to tell you but we'll wait for a better time. Thanks for making me laugh with you though mostly it is at you haha. Hopefully i can successfully install my router soon, then we can SKYPE more often. Oh and if i'm still single by 28, you got to take responsibility k? I don't mind being the xiao de LOL MUAHAHA!!! Eh, remember to open your heart!


Anyway, my latest thought - withstanding the test of a quarrel is more important than whether you can click. If you are able to maintain a close relationship after a quarrel, then the quarrel has served its purpose of bringing you closer. Otherwise, a shattered glass will never be the same again. Some relationships wouldn't even allow a small bickering, while others need to be fuel by quarrels. Of course, who likes to be quarreling? But, if it makes you realize how important this person means to you, why not?

Thanks to friends who have been asking about why i am so emo. Jem who says that i looked like someone about to commit suicide on SKYPE. FL who sends me messages after messages to cheer me up. Yvonne & Peiyu who keeps reminding me that i look emo & having PMS. Kwang for waking up so early to surprise me. Don't worry, i have been the happy-go-lucky type but i need some time to sort things out and clear all the shit. I'm like that when i'm stressed, too serious=S

I kinda miss having something scribbled on my arms, even though i always act like i totally don't want to. It's like a little memory that we share with each other. How i wish i could bite everyone's arm, leaving my mark behind=P Funny cravings, i wanna play soccer, basketball, mahjong and badminton!!! Time to sleep... SnorezZz...

P.S.: 鱼与熊掌不可兼得