Confused

Today, i went back to work feeling like army days - not getting the support from higher HQ. Oh well, gonna be gone soon so let's not bother. Anyway i thought about things & decided not to get angry over stupid people & stuff. They won't know i'm angry and my anger won't get things done. Instead, i'm gonna smile all day long from now on! As they say, 笑里藏刀, i will qing qiang 杀 all obstacles in front of me!!!


And so, on Thursday i went to Expo, Toy's'rus & IKEA. Feels damn good to be back in the east, really my home man. Tampines Mall is like AHS territory sia, no matter how much it changes i still know where the shops are, not like Vivocity. Back to childhood @ Toy's'rus but i can't find RISK, you mean kids these days don't play that???!!! Always love shopping @ IKEA cause all the designs are what makes an ideal home. Too bad i don't have a car plus i was  really tired, otherwise i would have gotten more stuff & shop @ Giant as well!!! Oh did i not mention this was all with my HPY, Yang Fanglin??? Who took some unglam but very artistic photos of me=)) Due to my lack of sleep, got easily shag out, decided to head back home without chilling out. I know you know i tired but i really can't be bothered to act like i ain't cause i'm too tired la, i think you know haha. Now here's the highlight of the day, i carried this mini table all the way back home to realize i forgot my keys. Best of all, my mummy is @ my grandma's place in Tiong Bahru playing mahjong. I almost wanted to set up the new table & stool i bought outside my house but on second thought, the void deck probably has better ventilation. Fortunately, was at NTUC shopping & bought a drink & chocolate. WOOSH! Thinking back, i think i'm super unfilial to make my mother travel all the way back for me & i even whine to her that i have a lot of stuff when she suggested i go to my ah ma's place. Sorry mummy but i really very tired. Still love you=)) Luckily, nice mummy brought delicious home-cooked food from ah ma's house. Sambal chilli prawn, dark sauce pork, forgot what veg she got. Simple but nice, if my future spouse can do that i will be her slave man=p However, happiness was not to last. Diarrhoea reported to me the next day early morning. Probably due to the oily & spicy sambal. Oh well, i didn't regret eating those delicacy though!






I'm still clinging on to this little hope and fantasy that it may just work out, it may just come true. Dare to dream. I'm still waiting, waiting for the right time to take my chance. If you ask me, i would rather risk doing something i may regret than regretting not doing anything. Will you wait with me?


P.S.: I'm everything i am because you loved me