Today, my xiao mei cried in front of me for the very first time. Really wanted to console & comfort her but she told me not to. Felt so helpless as i couldn't do anything but just stand afar. The worst was when i saw her swollen red eyes, i swear i could cry if i looked any longer. I have seen girls cry, made girls cry but never felt so sour in my heart before. Never mind what made her broke down, the most important thing is that she recovers from it a stronger person & i really pray that this will never happen again.
Guess i haven't been releasing my frustration & anger, luckily the devil didn't escape today. Too many times, i really feel like strangling our pp but lucky they are new & i'm not in army anymore, otherwise i will probably be screwing them left right up down center. Honestly, i'm impressed with my ability to not let loose my demons. If it were the old me, probably i will be everyone's enemy. I'm really trying hard to be patience & sometimes even my colleagues are astonished with it. It is just that when pp ask stupid questions i can't forgive them, why are they so lazy that they can't think through their brains before they shoot the questions? Lazy to use the most wonderful creation??? It's okay, i still believe pp are good-natured, so i shall be optimistic...
P.S.: Fang Ying, i hope you will meet everyday with a smile=))
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