Happy Only

Today I arrived at my cubicle with a gargantuan(I'm sure that's not how to use it but who cares) surprise - my EC left a fragrant pear on my table with a cute post it. Can someone please tell me, am I thinking too much? Out of courtesy, I should give her a small gift too. Oh well, we shall see how things go but I have a feeling I will suck at handling such stuff. Oh, 2 of my students got full marks for their maths exam(probably nothing to do with me)!


Anyway went to bowl with Alex & Fanglin after work. Totally lost touch, first game tio owned with a 64. They all hit a 9 for the very first bowl while I only managed a 5. Things quick took a turn for the better as I locked my elbow and wrist. Managed two 126 and a 143 for the following games but just couldn't get my turkey. Still, I'm pleased and now I shall plan for a game of volleyball, the next sport to learn. Follow by netball, rugby and yoga. I still need some pro help with badminton and swimming man, still very noob. Yawnzzz, time to sleep.






I said, if she comes to Singapore, I will definitely go to her concert with you. But now, seems like this promise is gonna be broken, unless a miracle appear. Shooting stars, will you appear for me?


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

Favourite Number

Happiness.


Woke up early today=p Good mood. School was okay, got to know more students. Oh, and I shook hand with my EC. She is so sweet. On Monday, she initiated a "HI!" when I was photocopying handouts. Shell-shocked, I only manage to force a "oh, hi" which sort of like disappoint her(see how much guys think when girls do a small thing) Well, today I was photocopying handouts again and this time I decided not to let go of the chance. I asked her for papers and introduced myself. Our hands were cold(due to the air con in the staff room), so not really very encouraging. But she flashed a really bright but shy smile. She really looks sweet when she is shy. LOL but I heard she is attached, oopsie.


Then, today my "mother" Janet actually called me a suave and charming boy!!! To be praise by a Singaporean is no easy feat, to be praise by a HOT & GORGEOUS Singaporean is all the more commendable! Thanks "mother", I am gonna keep your message!


Yet, nothing is perfect. Some "Toulalan" Singaporeans actually boarded the bus from the rear exit and act blur even after I asked them to go to the front and not make things difficult for the bus captain. Are you so poor till you can pay for the ride? Are you not shameful that we have a reputation of not giving up seats for elderly, instead choosing to feint ignorance and fall asleep? Shameless couple, I can foresee their child(ren) being ill-mannered and lack of moral values.


Reached home, finished the latest episode of 我可能不会爱你 and I really felt sad. The scene where the male lead needed someone to talk to but no one was around. His mum and sister were out, best friend falling in love with her ex(also the guy he hates) and nobody for him to turn to, not even his ex. Ever felt like you needed someone to spend some time with you but everyone is either too busy with work or studying for exams? That is why I always wanted a sibling, to take of and to be taken care of. No point wishing for the impossible. I am really all alone now, just as well, feel like being alone for a week. No hangouts, no nothing. 1 week of being with myself, doing what I want.


All the best to Jem for your FYP.


P.S.: Smile and the world is yours=D

心血来潮

Every time I'm sick and down,
I close my and pray you're around.
To cheer me up and make me smile,
So my hard work will be all worthwhile.


Suddenly some words just came into my mind, must be the effect of Ariel Lin.


P.S.: 心里那么多的不甘心，那快乐怎么进去啊

Dream

I have a dream. I wanna be an actor, to be in a production that takes weeks or even months. Get to interact with director and other actors and actresses, don't mind if I'm not the main lead though I really have what it takes to be. My acting skills are recognized=)) after all, I have been acting all my life.

P.S.: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength

Optimistic

I am not emotional. I am not pessimistic(in fact my jr just said I am the most optimistic person). I am just lonely and suffering from Asperger's Syndrome when I am at home. I am starting to feel good now that I made my choice and my vision is clearer. For people who has fallen, tell yourself this: I am just taking a path different from others, because I want to create a path of my own and venture where others don't dare. Life would be too boring walking the same path as others, you already know the ending.

End of year coming, birthdays coming, my favorite time of the year(not my birthday) is coming. Anyway for my birthday, I know my friends are not working so not very rich. It is okay not to get anything for me(though I know you all will=p) I shall separate into 2 categories: the rich and the richer.


For the rich people, I would like: -
1. a handmade birthday card

2. a big pencil box, something like--->
3. stationery like UHU glue, 2B pencils, pentel eraser, nice post-its, mini penknife and good tape(I am more practical)
4. soccer ball(cheap and good)
5. Interesting books on Maths

For the richer people, I would like: - 
1. AppleCare Protection Plan
2. Moleskin pocket-size planner
3. Giggs Jersey


For those who can afford all of the above, a call with a hyper "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" would beat everything else.


Here's a list of what NOT to get: -
1. Apparel
2. Bags
3. Watch
4. Pouch or casing for Ipod
5. Wallet
6. Shoes(unless you know what I want but it will be too ex)
7. Something impractical


Time for the great showdown at the Anfield.


You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

P.S.: 拥有就是失去的开始