Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Hakuna Matata

Just a few more days, i should be done emo-ing by then. HPY, don't worry about me. This might help when i get ditched in the future=p See? I still can be so optimistic so you don't think too much, stop crying and it is freaking not your fault. You just have a weird HPY that's all.


P.S.: Daijōbu

05.07.11

My worst fear came true and god it hurts as hell. It is like December 2005 all over again. At the end of it, I'm still the one not willing to let go.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Thnks fr the mmrs

A push-pop, a movie ticket stub, a day knowing you, a couple of post-its, a few priceless photos and a lot of precious moments. Thank you for the memories. Be it NIE/SIM, i hope you have good doctors there.


P.S.: Whatever happens, smile!
- Ng Zhao Xiang

Time will tell

Now that you're gone, i'm holding on. Cause in my heart you still live on. Still worried if you are emo. No worries(consoling myself), soon you will have a whole lot of new friends and move on with your life. Your smile brightens my day, without me knowing that it actually brings you so much pain. Time will tell if this is the right choice, though i rather we......still be friends.


P.S.: Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened
- Dr Seuss

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Friends

Had a little talk with Michelle about "friends". Really help me to decide what i should do. Just because A is a friend of both B & C doesn't mean B & C can be friends. By right, i should be happy since my problem has been solved but there is still a tinge of sadness hidden in me. Of course, i don't want to lose a friend, but if being friends is so painful, i rather we forget about each other. I know i am the cause for all this, if only i had watched my actions. How many times have people asked me why am i so nice to a girl? How many times have people asked me if i am NOT afraid i may give others the wrong idea? But this is me, and i won't change who i am. I am not gonna give up being nice to people just because somebody may misunderstand. My care for you is also as true as a friend, i may go out of the way but i don't have other ideas. Just so sorry my care has become a burden too much for you. I understand, it is scary when someone suddenly has so much care for you. We may never be friends but at least we are not enemies. I am thankful i once know you.


P.S.: Every time i log onto Facebook, I look out for your photo on Friends On Chat...