Went back to AHS to meet up with Soh, Boss & SK for some 55th anniversary run which we missed. Took 168 to RSS and walked caused my ez-link no money-.-" Walking pass RSS, lots of scenes re-enact in my mind. The times when i always played blind mice at the playground, when i always buy the 10 cents ice pop at the mama shop, when i took bus 17 with a very cute girl. Then, at market 85 i remembered NCC feasting like monsters after CCA day, council having desserts during camps and of course when i was robbed for the first time. At the canteen, saw the veg rice auntie, she was probably too afraid of me since i used to buy $1(rice + 3 veg) worth of food from her. There was a group of boys sliding down from the slope where i used to collect saga seeds. Kinda nice childhood, my dad always tells me about how he slides down those kampong slopes with a cardboard when he was young. I wanna try it 1 day. In the air-con hall, thought of my sec 1 orientation when i looked at my OGLs in awe, never expecting myself to become 1 eventually. In that 4 years, i had more fantastic memories than at any point of my life because i had friends. Friends, a group of people who i have grown so dependent on. Maybe cause my current friends have been so great that i have failed to embrace new ones, or the other way round. I feel lost typing this post like i don't know what i wanna say. Sadness is beautiful, loneliness is tragical. More memories of childhood, trying to go back in time now that you have grown up. Yet, longing to grow up when you were just a kid. If only source code exist in this world.
P.S.: Things will never be the same again
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