Today, i did a last minute CNY shopping & i'm super please with myself man. Didn't bother bargaining with the guy, the time i save is more precious than the money man. 2 shirts & berms for $95, pretty worth it i would say. Nice right??? Except for the very messy background=p
Really can't afford to have too much time, end up getting emo & think too much. I seem to have made the same mistake again - not aware of what others are feeling. My play-along actions are causing discomfort & nuisance to others without me realizing. OOPS. Sorry to you for being so inconsiderate, i shall think before i say & act. Talking about being yourself, it's really hard to not be influenced by what others think of you. Otherwise, why would things like feedback forms & appraisals be around??? Aiya CNY liao then start to get emo... Shall take 1 of these days off to ECP & just take a chill pill. That's when i don't get recall & it doesn't rain. Okay, hopefully some reading will do me good.
P.S.: To be happy, we must not be too concerned with others.
-Albert Camus
Yesterday, i planned to watch movie with Jem then chill a while before heading for Cheng Xing & Zhi Jun birthday celebration. Unfortunately, all my plans got screwed cause i was on standby. My time with best friend was cut short, couldn't go for birthday celebration & had to stay back @ centre till midnight for KIVs. I swear it was a mega unproductive day. My dad asked me, "how come when you off people always sick de ah?" LOL beats me.
So sorry to Jem cause this always happen when we wanna meet up. KNS KNS KNS, makes me feel like quitting all the more... 1 month since i last met her, needless to say for people like Fatsoh, i haven't been seeing his fatass for like donkey years. Before i used to meet all my council & NCC friends every other week, now i can barely meet up with them even on my off/rest day. Suddenly miss my cousins - Wan Yin, Wan Ru, Wan Xuan, Wei Ling. Luckily CNY is coming & we'll meet up but i don't know if we will have a gathering on the 5th cause i will be working.
Enough whining.
Now i wanna thank Jem for buying that hoodie. It's super nice & i love it haha. My first hoodie lehz, somemore couple hoodie sia LOL=p Honestly, i think my best friend knows me well man. I prefer GAP hoodie as to Adidas & it is really very comfortable & the right size. So even though it's just a short while, still thank you for taking time out for the movie. Great movie with great companion.
Thanks to HPY also for cheering me up with the special appearance & the apple pie(i know it's ya sis who told u muahaha smart me)
P.S.: Which is more useful, a piece of gold or a puddle of mud? If you say gold, then what would you do when given a seed=)
Today, i'm working without my 2 favourite Yang(young) girls. Sad life but too bad so sad. Wah gonna be another tiring day at work sia. Blogging just before work starts. OH JANET DOING RO LE!!!
P.S.: HUBBERZ
Today, i had a good feeling about doing info, just feel like "taking on" the customers. Classic moment of the day: some PB family cut the queue to "just check" if they can re-contract, i asked them to queue they say "just check" only, very fast don't want to queue. So after debating for a couple of minutes, i stood on the stand of the chair & shouted with my parade 2IC voice, "Ladies & gentlemen, this lady here just want to check her contract. Is it okay if she just cut the queue to check?!" The crowd probably too stunned so just nodded their head-.-" Anyway that family really no manners, the son is ill-bred la. Bloody hell this 乳嗅未干 brat replied check contract won't take much time, so i replied there may be others who are "just checking" their contract as well. ~!@#$%^&*( single digit age only kpkb so much, can tell how the freaking mother taught her son cause the husband at least know how to be paiseh. I hope that family comes back to cut the queue again, see how i thoroughly embarrass them ttm.
All my entries till date have been mostly about Starhub which is why i'm thinking am i neglecting my group indispensable secondary school friends. To be honest, i miss going to batcave and sleeping on mao's sofa-bed... I also miss the late night impromptu chill outs @ 85, simpang etc. Can the day that i return to Bedok please arrive? Seng Kang is like so no heartlander feeling, all the newly-wed couples won't even say hi or care to chat with you. Totally like no friends here, zombieland man. You don't get yalams taunting you at soccer courts, you don't get the all so familiar "ring ring" that is the ringtone of Bedok & you don't get the noisiness of a heartland. Dear AHS friends, i have not forgotten you. The only thing is you all are studying while i'm working so we are all busy with our lives but don't worry, time will only bring us closer together. Let's meet up soon, NCC, Council, 2D, 4F & everyone!!!
P.S.: Where talents soar!!!!!
Today, my HPY was feeling unwell but i was more concerned about work, neglecting her. I admit, today i was more focused on supervising yunzhong cause cases are bouncing back more than ever. HPY, i know u will be reading this, i'm sorry. I know you are sick but i don't want to be like everybody else asking u the same old question making you more irritated. Maybe i have a different love language but i still care for you, in my own ways. I can't say i understand what great pain you are experiencing but i will get to know you better. Oh, and don't be silly, i don't smile for anyone cause i believe happiness is in our own hands. I smile cause i choose to smile, not because i see Fang Ying!!! Nobody can compare to my HPY, cause only i know what you have done for me=)) So don't worry, i will do something for you as well. Tomorrow i will be getting something you have been longing back, if not latest Thursday i will get it...by hook or by crook!
I know 2010 was a tough year, but i can feel my growth. I know i will only become stronger & better, optimistic is the way to go. 2011 may start off bitter, slowly but surely though, i'm sure it will be better. I'm going to taste the sweetness of this good year ahead. I just know it. May everyone around me be influence by my enthusiasm, optimism & spirit positively!!!
P.S.: Tough times don't last, tough people do.
