感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
Finally had a proper meal with my handsome dad and pretty mum today, had a decent conversation as well. I can't even recall when was the last time we all had a meal together. That's right, there is no need to envy people. I feel kinda guilty to my mum, sometimes when she gets naggy i will sound irritated & harsh. I know she cares for me but my temper has always been bad. Maybe that's how i have been as well, naggy and pressurizing. Time for a change, speaking of which i have decided to keep long hair.
Yesterday, went to SIM to send the contract and wanted to go out after that. I took out my phone, after a while i realized, there is no one for me to call to. Jem in Taiwan, FL working, Soh in army, Mao working, Boss in NZ. Eventually i called SK, he had uni stuff. I have friends, but friends who are in different paths. Now that i think back, everything started hay-wiring after A's. All because i lost my focus from studies, talking about relationship, soccer and gaming. TJC is honestly not that bad, it just didn't suit me. This is a painful fall but it is not over yet, 1 more token. I must create my own path now.
P.S.: Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and create a trail.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson