Friday, March 18, 2011

Disappointed

Today, i woke up disappointed. You should know why. Boring and quiet day at home. Diarrhoea spoils my day. Took the zeal out of me to blog but i really want to blog given how tired i had been and how Starhub has taken the shit out of me till i look so freaking damn cui now. I need to air some thoughts.


Firstly, i have been damn pissed off with the fact that i was recalled on 12/03/2011 due to someone's wisdom tooth appointment, which was booked before he even got a replacement. Meaning, he forced the manager into a situation where she had to get staffs to cover for him, not the staff himself searching. Now tell me, WHICH PART OF THIS FUCKING ARRANGEMENT SOUNDS LOGICAL? Most of all, i think the staff is FUCKING irresponsible and how can a manager allow this to happen? This ARSEHOLE still has to cheek to tell me, "i can't tell her(manager) that you are on standby this Saturday right? If not, she will definitely recall you." FUCK TO YOU UNDERSTAND!!! Don't act 1 kind, it is damn disgusting. I promise i won't entertain you from now on, screw off.


Suddenly, i lost the feel to blog again. Still, somethings to share. Thank you HPY, i saw your name on your blog, you should know what i'm referring to. Thank you Ms Yeo, for giving me the good news last night and cheering me up. Looking forward to seeing you! Thank you Cherry, for that cute pooh, how i wish i could hug it when you are not around.


Recently been damn emo, losing my cool and getting too subjective. Hope it's just the effect of watching too much Band of Brothers, makes your blood boils man. Now that i have finished watching, may the good old days of SAJC, where i did not spill a single vulgarity, returns!!! WOOSH!!! This exclamation has become my pet phrase after LOL=)


Days alone like today sucks & i realize i don't like the 18th of every month, i just don't feel right or bad things happen. The results of the uni application better not be out on the 18th.


Oh oh oh, forgot to congratulate Cynthia "Bieber" on finally turning 21. Don't know if you will see this but had hell of a blast at your party. Kinda felt bad about imposing at your place till late and disturbing your neighbour but WOOSH that was fun! Let's have another gathering soon!


P.S.: What are you talking about? We are paratroopers, we are meant to be surrounded.                                                - Maj Winters

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

my time is almost up

Today, i met a customer who brought her Sanyo air-con remote to return with her cable tv. Her face when she realized that was really FML face of the year. As Fatsoh would say, gong kui yi kui.


Anyway, the title of this post isn't saying that i'm about to die, more of my time at Starhub has come to an end. 光阴似箭,日月如梭, now is my turn to say good bye. 天下无不散之筵席, eventually people got to part. I am not going to be some drama-mama, hopefully i can quietly take my leave=)) Tentatively, i set the date as 24/04/201, let's see if there is any reason for me to stay longer.


Actually i wanted to blog cause of a SMS. Your sms really has magical power, now i can't sleep! WAH SWEET TTM!!! I'm getting diabetes... But i don't mind being sick cause you can take care of me=p


Renee: eh aunty, stop laughing la. I don't get what's so funny! When are we deluxing again?
HPY: haha the future is ours to make!


P.S.: Sometimes life was cruelly taken away too soon, but it's what you did with it that counted, not how long it lasted    - Cecelia Ahern

Monday, March 7, 2011

HPY Day

Today, i blog for the first time in a week. This post is backdated to 27/02/2011, the day that my HPY left Starhub. Thinking back, she joined Starhub at about the same time as me, with Keliu. Now, 1 by 1 they are all gone. It is the time to say goodbye. From the day Alex, my shifu, left... I knew this day would come.


Now, no one to approve waiver for me instantly.
No one to wait for me for lunch even if i get delayed.
No one to take care of my itouch & smurfs for me.
No one to steal my gold.
No one to let me win in high noon just to make me happy.
No one to let me call noob.
No one to "hur hur hur" & let me make fun of.
No one to make me go into the BE room for.
No one to share my funny encounters with customer in the BE room.
No one to "buy tickets" to go toilet with.
No one to help me remap SIM & check HLR.
No one to punch my card for me.
No one to buy me food knowing that i will be hungry cause of early lunch.
No one to give me that 70 cents expression.
No one to give me morning call.
No one to sms SMRT to tell them off on sending their non-service train.
No one to try to guess my passcode & get it wrong, waiting for minutes before trying again. And guess what? IT IS WRONG AGAIN!!!
No more HPY in Starhub.


When Alex left, i was sad cause someone who can click with me so well left. Then, slowly Cheng Teck follow suit and Nic + Chan Hui as well. Esther was the most recent & i swear that breakfast was the heaviest i ever had. Not the quantity but the mood. Didn't really want to have that breakfast cause don't want her to go but as if that is going to make her stay. Eventually, it was this girl who has evolved into my HPY that is leaving too. Of all the good byes i had to say, this is the toughest. I vividly remember everything that happened that day.


I woke up super early for a morning jog @ 7am to the most familiar ringtone & delivered the most energetic "good morning"! Arrived at work and WOAH, sandwiches in my locker! Colleen asked me if my mummy made those & i proudly said, "Fanglin made them for me"=)) She act 1 jealous with a "how come i don't have?" LOL although not the first time someone cooked/prepared a meal for me but i finished it because i see the effort! Keep going into BE room so that i can disturb my HPY but time flew by so fast and soon we were taking photos, eating ice creams, writing cards, typing notes and saying good byes... Everything seems fine, a little bit of crying from the cry baby and we all went home. Who knows there was more drama to follow. What happened shall only be known between us so don't worry, i won't tell others=p (me very smart hor?)


All the little post-its, radio dedications, handmade gifts, introducing me to new friends(Jas/FY/Leo) You are an incredible friend, doing so much for me even though i had never made you a handmade gift, always bully you and couldn't get you that poster! I really don't understand why you were so adamant to bring me to JJ's autograph session & party, even till now. Still, seeing you that happy & blushing even before i asked you not to, i guessed it is worthwhile LOL. Thus, on this day, 27.02.2011, it is HPY Day. This post is dedicated to you.


P.S.: Your thoughts amazed me because of all the sacrifices you made.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Letter

Today, i was awaken by my mum. As reluctant as i was, little did i know that was a blessing in disguise. We went to the void deck then somehow she just feels like opening the letterbox, her habit. TADA~ surprise surprise, i had a mail!!! Looking at the familiar handwriting of my own address & that taiwanese stamp, i turned behind to see the name at the bottom right corner - Jemima Yeo=) That's why i always ask myself, did we come into the world to make decisions? Or are all these decisions being made by the god upstairs and we are here to understand why these decisions are made? When i die, i will probably ask the god but i still believe that we have the power to make decisions. Never leave it to fate & surrender to what you feel/see.


Back to the letter, ugly handwriting, nothing fanciful, sweet to the heart. It served the function the writer intended - a smile from the moment i started reading=) First time receiving a letter from friend abroad. The occasional cancellations & mistakes make it so informal & real. I shall not reveal any details here, so Jem Yeo, wait for my reply k?


Recently hooked to this Ne Yo song, One In A Million. Don't really like the lyrics cause there are some strong words but the music is good. There is also another song that i pretty quite like too, 偏爱, OST of 仙剑奇侠传3. Just sharing the good songs around=)


Heh heh went for a jog & i bet 2 person will be feeling damn sian. 1 is Fatsoh, the other is Jem. You 2 better start exercising before ya return to the elephant family i tell ya. Especially You Jem, i know you are reading this and drinking bubble tea & eating fried chicken chop!!! If i don't recognize you when i visit, don't blame me for ignoring you!!! Okay i feel happy la, finally back to running again. Need to maintain my shape man, haven't been eating well so not out of shape but just wanna tone up. I know it's a little crazy but i'm thinking of waking up at 7am to jog before going work everyday. This will require some discipline but i shall try it out! Time to get some rest for work. Nitez.


P.S.: Would you do everything to ensure no regrets? Or would you not do anything that may cause you to regret?

Sunday, February 20, 2011

WOOHOO

Today, i slept for more than 12 hours! Unhealthy but it is damn shiok, super alert like i'm on red bull man. Woke up @ noon, pee-ed, lie on my parents bed face down, concussed. Nothing much happened, no recall. I like this kinda slow pace lifestyle man, hopefully i get to retire & migrate to Italy in the future. Got a haircut @ okinawa, not bad quite short=) 2nd pleasing haircut from them. They seem to understand the hairstyle i wanna get.

Feeling damn unfit recently, gotta start running & keep fit. Forgot when was the last time i did push ups man, maybe during CNY haha LOL=p muscles all shrinking, no wonder i'm losing weight. No training buddy anymore, unlike when i was in Bedok, could easily get Kiat & Soh out to run or swim. Freaking Seng Kang, make my life so difficult. In need of some endorphins to perk myself up.

Random thoughts... We come into the world to make decisions? Or is it all pre-destined & we only come to know why we made them?

P.S.: Things will never be the same again